After the 3rd week of NS, i m really shag to the max. It's field camp next week, so i expect the training and living conditions to be harsher. I need to be more determined!!!
Anyway, i failed to clear the obstacles course and i feel like a loser. Very sian la. I dunno if i will have enough time to catch up. I want to pass that shit.
Oh i got accepted by NTU ADM. It's kinda sian cause nobody thinks it's "cool" to get into ADM. People will only respect you if u get into law or medicine or whatever. Fuck them. One day i will prove to these people i have made the right choice.
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Sometimes your patience is tested to the extent that you cannot control yourself anymore. First i'm down with a disgusting flu and sore throat so i'm basically coughing and sneezing away like a dog right now. And then i was trying to print my t-shirt designs but somehow the printer ran out of ink of all times. So i kept myself under control, changed the cartridges while grabbing tissue paper violently from the tissue box beside me. I thought things will work out but damn the printer cause it hung up on me for 20 mins after i gave the command to print. i started cursing and whacking the printer and then i had to restart the stupid comp and printer
and thank goodness it worked. If my printer really screwed up and i didnt manage to print out my designs i dunnoe how the hell am i supposed to report to my CSM.
Only fools get angry. I was a real big fool just now. Shitty things always happen together to test your anger management. So the next time u got pissed off from something, take it as a test on your anger capacity.
Anyway, booking in at 1920. They say it's a horrendous feeling to book in. Yes it's dreadful because you are leaving your heaven for the hell again. But still, that tekong island is going to be your home for the next 7 weeks, so why complain? Let's move on and stop whining.
IPPT on tuesday. Failures need to go for remedial training on saturday, that means... saturday gone. Wth. I'm just afraid that my current shitty health will affect my IPPT. Why do all the unluckiness come in after i enlist?
I must be resilient. Fuck the unluckiness, i can change my luck. I must get well by tmr.
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After the 3rd week of NS, i m really shag to the max. It's field camp next week, so i expect the training and living conditions to be harsher. I need to be more determined!!!
Anyway, i failed to clear the obstacles course and i feel like a loser. Very sian la. I dunno if i will have enough time to catch up. I want to pass that shit.
Oh i got accepted by NTU ADM. It's kinda sian cause nobody thinks it's "cool" to get into ADM. People will only respect you if u get into law or medicine or whatever. Fuck them. One day i will prove to these people i have made the right choice.
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Sometimes your patience is tested to the extent that you cannot control yourself anymore. First i'm down with a disgusting flu and sore throat so i'm basically coughing and sneezing away like a dog right now. And then i was trying to print my t-shirt designs but somehow the printer ran out of ink of all times. So i kept myself under control, changed the cartridges while grabbing tissue paper violently from the tissue box beside me. I thought things will work out but damn the printer cause it hung up on me for 20 mins after i gave the command to print. i started cursing and whacking the printer and then i had to restart the stupid comp and printer
and thank goodness it worked. If my printer really screwed up and i didnt manage to print out my designs i dunnoe how the hell am i supposed to report to my CSM.
Only fools get angry. I was a real big fool just now. Shitty things always happen together to test your anger management. So the next time u got pissed off from something, take it as a test on your anger capacity.
Anyway, booking in at 1920. They say it's a horrendous feeling to book in. Yes it's dreadful because you are leaving your heaven for the hell again. But still, that tekong island is going to be your home for the next 7 weeks, so why complain? Let's move on and stop whining.
IPPT on tuesday. Failures need to go for remedial training on saturday, that means... saturday gone. Wth. I'm just afraid that my current shitty health will affect my IPPT. Why do all the unluckiness come in after i enlist?
I must be resilient. Fuck the unluckiness, i can change my luck. I must get well by tmr.
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